Haven’t posted much..and probably won’t. Just needed to post this. WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?!?! I don’t know what I was thinking when I agreed to meet him..
I’m meeting a 39-year-old musician..that I talk to that is part of my clan. He is in Vegas. I am freaking out. I am meeting him later tonight. OMG!! […]
..So I am a tad drunk right now. Actually, I am a LOT drunk right now..
..I sometimes feel like a hippy..but then there are times where I feel I’m a Disco child.. 
..All I can say is that spending one week in the desert against Mother Nature. WOW..
..Just when I’m trying to be a good girl. 
sheez! *bangs head on table* *bangs head on table*
..I’m overwhelmed at the moment. LOTS of stuff going on. LOTS to do..
..All I seriously want to do at this fucking moment, is grab my computer and THROW IT OUT THE FUCKING WINDOW!!..
..I don’t feel like eating. I don’t feel like looking for jobs. I don’t feel like leaving the house. I don’t feel like sleeping. I don’t feel like watching TV. I don’t feel like playing. I don’t feel like anything..
..I was getting ready to post since I haven’t posted in a WHILE when my cell rang. I’m heading to a pool party so posting will have to be postponed. I have been busy the past week and a half..
..So I’m all screwed up! I had a job interview on Wednesday and I have a job interview today (Thursday)..
..Now I remember why I hate filling out employment applications and why I’ve been stalling! It takes FOREVER..
..I am so utterly, uberly, undeniable ANNOYED!! 
What the fuck is up with the all U words I used..1 